That Hard Crush.....!!

Well since childhood Natalia was happy where she was studying in her school the big campus,nice faculty & ya most importantly Very Good Friend Of her. Things were very fine until Ghost Of 90+ Percentage Haunted her father,So he enrolled Natalia in a school in her vicinity from where every year students used to top in their board examinations with 90+ percentage & it was the same school where her father studied!! So Woooshhhh....New world for Natalia & new school!! There she met a bunch of girls who became her friends who were honestly horny,horny as in very very much in guys & not about any one particular. Well for Natalia it was absolutely a new world. She never experienced all such before. In a way they started asking her about paulo,a really handsome guy in her class,slim,tall,fair & yes perfect features & above average body structure with broad shoulders!! They started asking her,do you know this guy & do you like him & kind of blah...blah...Natalia was never that much into him,she never even knew that this guy did exist in the class but as her friends started asking her,she started noticing him & noticing him to the core....!! Ans so well now,

the common thing occurred Cupids Strucked In!! Natalia lost her heart for him & so did he But the climax came in when one of natalia's friend had crush on same guy & said her "How Can You Like Him,I Like Him,He is mine".  Natalia replied Bravely saying "No!! I Like Him".But
that No kept her pricking Always, she always thought how much right is it,to be with someone by walking over a friend whereas she loves him equally as i do!! Natalia went crazy by thinking this & told rest of her friends that she doesn't loves paulo anymore & she doesn't finds him interesting anymore soon her friends fucked her life badly by creating a mess blaming a thing on natalia for what she never did & natalia was trapped in badly & it ruined her image in paulo's mind paulo stopped liking her as what he used too feel first. Soon after two year they went two classes ahead & luckly natalia was meant to sit with paulo on same bench & that's when she had opportunity to clear the air about 2yrs ago. She told him all & even what she feels for. He was speechless & later said he feels same. But soon she felt if he can't trust her & keeps trusting the wrong people & the wrong people are the best in his life & they are his best buddies & if she goes in his life & ruins his friendship with his friends & gains him than too its not a good thing & if he loved her truly. He would have trusted her but he didnt. Days moved by she tried to get over him but started to fall more but she avoided him but he was all her heart longed for!! She kept noticing him even form far but always from far angle,so that he should not get to know that she is watching him......She was absolutely crazy for him & too crazy.....He rocked her world, stole her heart & mind & he was someone who used to live in her mind. As

he used to not eat non-veg,she stopped eating non-veg. She used to talk about him to her bestie always & their was always he in her talks,her talks never completed without his talks. Longing to see him,hear his voice & all that. Her bestie started scolding her & told her to get over all the love saga but she didn't although she tried to get over but she failed. In all this years passed with same things in continuation. But soon all this had to end & destiny planned things in this ways. As of their last year in school,They were given farewell & Natalia grew beautiful with time that guys started noticing her & even falled for her,Paulo started missing her & he understood he has missed a beautiful catch!! But till than Natalia had to

move she decided it in her mind to look ahead. Farewell ended ways parted College life started,Natalia used to miss paulo at times like hell but this continued upto a year till than she met really handsome guys,outta which one was her nice friend & other was interested her but was not her friend but was her senior,he tried to do friendship with her & take things ahead but natalia avoided him always as he was one of the popular guy of the college & being with him was another gossip & always in limelight,which she hated. As she always wanted to be with someone away from all that stuff....So No was for him & her friend on whom she had crush was always a crush because more than crush she always considered him as a friend & she was always comfortable with his friendship & this her crush was just attraction as of his unique dress code like hip hop dancers,weird way of talking & his hip hop dancing skill. Natalia is a contemporary dancer & so she found him to be just similar to her & so there was a crush,which was actually pure attraction & liking!! So soon their were more entries & Natalia was over him.....That Hard Crush!! And she is really happy now as its 5yrs have passed to her school life and its really easy to get over anything even which is hard, Getting over always hurts but its not impossible!! And always remember its really important to be with someone who understand you,knows worth,respects you and never abuses you!! Although paulo never abused Natalia in any manner & she really respects him for that but he never even understood her nor trusted her!!


Well its really not easy to get over a Hard Crush Or even The First Bf/Gf Or 1st Love.....
But if you know what is worth for you & what is pure,right & genuinely which belongs to only you with full love & dedication than only its yours & if not than it never was yours & you should walk away from something which you don't deserve & to get something really deserving & true!! And Always Remember When Better Says No,There is Good In Your Life,When Good Says No There is Best In Your Life......!!
Wait For The Best For You HEART!!